Degree Year1 Sem1 result is coming out alrdy..

Fortunately, I pass my Finance ...

very fortunately no need to retake it.

Not just the finance I take a bad result

the other subjects also like this.



How can I do to change my Grade ?

There is no time for me to sorry or regret for the passed exam.

What can I do is focus on other subjects to score a better marks



After finish the Financial Market & Institutions

I cry alone at my home...

I don't know who can I talk to them about my stress and worries for this subject

I scare my mum will scold me why do not prepare well before going to the exam

because the retake and supplementary fee is very expensive ....

and lecture say if you fail then no need waste your money at supplementary paper

At that time, I gonna want to die alrdy... what can I do now ?

I always think about this subject and cannot focus on other subjects.



At the end I call my mum ,

I tell her everything about my stresses and worries I will fail this subject

I'm very surprise because she did't not scold me

She just remind me

Don't do anything to end your life

Fail in the subject will be happen once during study in the University.

Don't too care about the grade at least you can pass it.

You try your best enough, no need to take the very higher score.


After finish talking with my mum,

I feel that my mum is very very love me

and she also worry about me live at here.

But this is one of the chance for me to become an independent girl.

My mum, I very love you. ❤



Besides, My dear always accompanied with me at that time.

I feel very lonely when my friend is going back to her hometown

because her exam is start at week 2.

Every night, He will talking with me by using the phone

He always encourage and inspire me

The exam is passed, no matter I cry or worry about the exam result everyday

It will not influence my passed exam.

What can I do is let it pass away and try my best to other subjects.

Dear, if I'm the single

I don't know what I will become at that time.

At that moment, I feel my life is become end alrdy

The horrible thinking was in my mind.....




Fortunately, my mum and my dear give some advise for me

and I did't do anythings that will hurt anyone who very care about me.